ONE FRUIT.

ONE FRUIT.

Two kindred spirits, moths to a flame
We burned out both ends
Guilt is not a simile
Nor a pseudonym for our love.

Born of religious fever
And fuelled by true desire
How can shame be real
If it feels as good as this.

Locked inside the travesty
That props up old and weak
Tortured by the pain I feel
The pain I feel for you.

Many promises are broken
But as he is my witness
And I know him very well
I will not desert the opening heart.

You, you stooped and opened arms
To bite the hand that’s feeding you.

Now gone is the longing deep within
I still burn my flame for you
Sensing the heart as only we know how
That’s the intuition we birds of a feather feel.

The memory smacks, it hurts like hell
Just like they always preached
I cannot deny something is missing
I never will be saved, nor do I care.

There is another that takes the place
Of entwined understanding sweet giggles
Even on the spirit itself
And that it will survive.

To see beyond the boundaries of parochial eyes
Enter knowledge to soak the skin
Gain the semblance of understanding
And live not to a whim.

We all need substance and you are real to me
Its not wrong to love another, another like yourself
For oranges are not the only fruit.

GRUM

NOWHERE.

When love seems like the only answer
And you feel that all is lost
There can be no time to count the cost
Its gone and that is final.

And nowhere does it ever run smooth
Nor is it silent or eternally deep
It makes a mess of true happiness
But it, must be.

How can it be that we have many loves
But love so few we get so upset
So many chances missed at that point
Where cursory glances change into stares.

And nowhere …

We let it happen more accident than chance
Place our faith in the pebbles theory
This only anticipates our unhappiness
When we find ourselves all alone.

We lay back and fantasise
Of what we feel we will always need
Pick the best and settle for less
Is what we, always, do.

And nowhere …

Fortune is cold when the lights go out
Picking up pieces from others ricochets
Falling in and out of wanting
But never, saying, die.

Missed opportunities bite so deep
Fall in depression just at the count
Forgot the feelings, no longer care
Just knowing that next time you
Gotta stop fantasising
And lay right down and give it a try.

And nowhere …

GRUM